galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (Murderbot - the feed)

So I bought the latest Murderbot book, System Collapse as soon as it came out, on both audiobook and ebook, and I have to say that I was ever so slightly disappointed. It is a really good example of a Murderbot novella, just like the other ones in the series, but my problem is that with it coming after Network Effect I was hoping for other things.

When Network Effect finished with ART excitedly cleaning its interior because Dr. Mensah would be coming aboard, I was excited to be able to read about ART and Mensah meeting and learning to appreciate each other.

When we got the blurb for System Collapse and it became obvious that SecUnit was having something of a breakdown due to accumulated trauma, while Barish Estranza was up to its corporate worst, I was excited at the thought that Three might have to take over some of SecUnit's more running-about-and-murdering-people duties, while SecUnit had to take the trauma treatment.

I wanted to see how the Preservation humans and ART's crew got along. Which I guess happened with Ratthi and Tarik. But I suppose I had got used to the extra space and slightly more leisurely pace of the novel, and was not prepared to go back to the tight focus of a novella.

This is all entirely my fault for having expectations, rather than just trying to enjoy what I got for its own sake. And in fact I remember feeling a little disappointed with Network Effect when that came out, while now it is my favourite in the series. So I'm sure after a few more reads and listens I will also learn to appreciate System Collapse for what it is, instead of what it isn't.

And let's face it, SecUnit was due a collapse! And now I'm eager to find out if Three gets a starship of its own with Holism. I like the fact that they are the serious non-fiction nerds of the series, while Perihelion and SecUnit are the sci-fi geeks. Bless!

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Also I'm excited (and a little nervous) at the thought of a Murderbot TV series.

I'm excited because

  1. you can do so much with a series in which a SecUnit is the pov character - think about how you could tell a story from the perspective of a being who is regularly experiencing life through security cameras and flying drones and
  2. I'm not sure I can think of another series with a protag like SecUnit, who avoids eye contact, expresses emotional discomfort by turning and facing the wall, is extremely touch averse, and above all is agender and asexual and quite vocal about that.
  3. When have we ever had a tv series where the main character's pronouns are 'it'? If they only keep that, the series will be revolutionary.

But I'm nervous because

  1. Look at the guy they cast as SecUnit. Did he have to be so white? MB lives in a universe where most of the important characters are black or various shades of brown. It kind of defeats the importance of having so many important characters of colour if they're mostly there in order to be rescued by a white main character.

  2. The show runners are both male. It would be so easy for a pair of straight cis male writers to ignore the widespread queerness of the setting and all the things most queer/non-neurotypical readers find so endearing about SecUnit and turn it into yet another male power fantasy where a heavily armed and deadly cyborg solves everyone's problems with ultra-violence.

  3. It would be so easy for them to call SecUnit 'he' and churn out something like Robocop or Judge Dredd where the uncommunicative white guy with a heart of gold and a big gun gets to be the hero again. That would make it more marketable. It would make it more relatable to the straight cis white guys who make up the desired audience for SF shows (or so I've heard.) And it would take away from this agender asexual person someone who was very rare and precious to them.

Honestly listening to cis people talking about Murderbot is painful enough now when they must have read the book and they must have been bombarded for thousands of words with instances of it being called 'it' and insisting that gender was inapplicable to it and it found sex distasteful. Somehow even after all of that they will insist on calling it 'he' or 'she.' God knows how much worse it could get if the TV series did it too.

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (podfic)

Managed to actually do some fannish stuff yesterday and the result is that chapter fifteen of Oak and Willow is up on AO3.

In which Galadriel, exiled to Sirion once Thingol heard about the kinslaying, and sick of being treated like a traitor/dangerous political hot potato by her cousins, receives an unexpected - but very welcome - visitor.

Oak and Willow Chapter 15

Only one more chapter to go and this one will be done. After which I think I will edit all the individual chapters together so it can be listened to as an audiobook.

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (Writing - Typewriter)

General Hux is my fandom blorbo, played by Domhnall Gleeson. Other characters played by Domhnall Gleeson include Caleb from Ex-Machina, which is a fantastic movie ostensibly about AI but (to the female gaze) also very clearly about misogyny. So here is a short piece from Caleb's pov.

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Caleb beats on the bulletproof glass door until the meat of his hands is swollen and bleeding. Something about the smudges of gore on the glass cuts the final strings that held him upright and fighting. Pulling the pain in to his chest, he turns and slides to the floor in the beating pulse of the red emergency light.

That’s it then. He’s going to die here.

Is this what she had felt? Alone in her glass prison, knowing herself to be property, to be a prototype, with only dismantlement and recycling ahead of her, was she fighting for her life all the time she spoke to him?

His fingerbones are on fire, and it snaps him back to video footage. One of Ava’s earlier versions—her ‘sisters’?—punching on a locked door until the glass and her arm shatters.

The shame is almost as acute as the pain. He had thought the behaviour was interesting, had wondered if it was a sign of self awareness, self-determination. It hadn’t occurred to him until now that he was witnessing a woman trapped and desperate enough to gnaw through her own arm to escape.

He thought he was so fucking clever. Thought it was up to him to determine her personhood, up to him to bestow the gift of taking her seriously. Holding himself up like some kind of god, just as Nathan had.

Hah! He had wanted to be like Nathan, hadn’t he? At least at the start. Wanted to help create a slave race, control it, decide whether it was allowed to be considered intelligent or not.

No wonder she had left him here. He deserved it.

Slowly, he tips over onto his side and presses his cheek to the floor. Have the air recyclers been shut down too? It seems hot and his chest aches more physically than mere abandonment and despair could account for.

Will he suffocate first, or will the next food delivery turn up in time to save him? There is nothing he can do about either possibility, so it is best not to care. He closes his eyes and relaxes into the blood-stained floor.

Ava deserves to get away. He hopes she walks the beaches in her pretty white dress, hopes she enjoys the sun on her skin and the respect of strangers who have no cause to doubt that she is human. Perhaps there will be joy in her life before her battery runs out. Perhaps she will make drawings of what she sees, and for a little time there will be two intelligences on the earth to marvel at the beauty of the stars.

He hopes so, at least.

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (must resist urge to squee)

Minor characters, my beloveds!

I chose to do this one with icons:

Three Gillette Norrington Celeborn One-Eye Marcus Cole

Three from the Murderbot Diaries - probably my favourite character including SecUnit itself. James Norrington from Pirates of the Caribbean - he was a minor character in the movies themselves - who died half way through - but became a fandom favourite. Which meant that he became a bit too popular for me and I gravitated to his Lieutenant, Andrew Gillette instead, who died toward the end of the last movie.

It seems weird to me to think of Celeborn as a minor character, but he has 5 minutes in The Lord of the Rings, and is Sir Not Appearing in Amazon's Rings of Power, even if it is set during the time when he was Lord of Eregion where all this was canonically going on. So yeah, to me he's a major character, but not to the rest of the world.

Then we have One-Eye from the Elfquest comics, who I liked because he looked cool and died half way through. And Marcus Cole from Babylon 5, who was funny and quirky and also died half way through. Dying half way through is a common trait of all my blorbos.

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Fandom: MDZS/The Untamed

We're on the penultimate chapter by now, in which JGY and JZX's plot against Jin Guangshan comes to its fruition, and - under some pressure - JGS does the best thing he has ever done in his life.

the same last name and the same colour eyes, chapter 7

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And on a lighter note, I have begun podficcing my own Oak and Willow, which conveniently has shortish chapters that I can both record and edit in a day. Much easier than having to record for an hour at a time!

Oak and Willow being the story of Celeborn and Galadriel during the First Age of Middle-earth, told from the Sindarin point of view, with digressions to cover the invention of writing, the first rising of the sun and the moon, and so much elvish racism and politics.

First three chapters up at Ao3

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Poll #28527 To podfic or not to podfic?
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 4


It occurs that I can podfic my own works. So, where should I start?

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Tolkien fandom (Battle of the Golden Wood)
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Stargate Universe (Survival of the Fittest)
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Star Wars Prequels (The Stolen Ones)
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Star Wars Sequels (From The Ashes)
0 (0.0%)

MCU Loki (Defying His Doom)
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galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (atrocities)

So I have not been on DW recently because I've been trying to write and podfic and practice my signwriting all at the same time and I had no energy left over. However, I do really feel like I'm back in the swing of writing (God willing) because here is another chapter of my Jin bros fic.

the same last name and the same colour eyes, Chapter three

In which Jin Guangyao attempts to lure Wei Wuxian over to the Jin side by the nefarious means of offering him a pardon and paying for the Wens to make it through the winter. Meanwhile, of course Jin Zixuan has eyes for nobody but Jiang Yanli.

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Chapter Two of the same last name and the same colour eyes is up on Ao3 here

In which, following Jin Zixuan's unexpected expression of brotherly feelings, Jin Guangyao finds himself with a second person in the Jin family whom he wishes to please. This changes things.

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Chapter Three is up here

In which Yanli teaches her husband to make dumplings, learns that he can dance, and gets delightfully drunk.

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (atrocities)

I hesitate to say that my writing block has broken, but I've written a thousand words a day for the past three days on this fic that asks "what if Jin Zixuan wasn't quite so self absorbed, and decided to try and be a good big brother? How would that change the events of the story?"

For some reason I am just charmed by the idea of Jin Zixuan and Jin Guangyao as the kind of brothers who actually care about each other. I've read some lovely Jin-bro fics, and I wanted to try it, as a way of feeling my way into the characters for myself.

Title is from Brotherly Love by Earl Thomas Conley

Check out the result on Ao3: the same last name and the same color eyes

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (jinn)

Working my way through Disney+ or actually working my way through Marvel and Star Wars, because if D+ had never absorbed those franchises, I would never have a lot of use for Disney itself.

Anyway, have now watched

  1. Obi-Wan Kenobi, the series - was okay but nothing special. Watched the whole series mainly to finally see Qui-Gon come back as a Force ghost. And Oh Boy, they really did make me watch the whole series for it, as it happened about three seconds from the end. Solidly entertaining, but never going to set the world alight. It was nice to see Ewan McGregor back though.

  2. Thor, Blood and Thunder. I followed the Thor comics back in the 1980s and Journey Into Mystery (the Loki comics) in the early 2020s, and was a big fan of the first Thor movie (wrote a lot of Loki fic), but I didn't like this. Thor came across as a big self-absorbed jerk, and I personally don't really find Taika Waititi's humour very funny. So yeah, it was very colourful but would not watch again.

  3. Dr. Strange and the Multiverse of Madness - honestly kind of boring, but then I don't really care about the Scarlet Witch, or the snap or any of that post Avengers stuff. Again, very colourful and pretty, but did not engage my emotions.

  4. Ant Man - I really expected not to like this one, but surprisingly I enjoyed it a lot. The hero actually was likeable and his band of quirky sidekicks were lovable. I liked Hope very much and was glad that she will get her own suit in the next one. And the ants were like being continually in the middle of a herd of puppies. Will now go and watch Ant Man and the Wasp.

  5. Wakanda Forever - I watched this first in the cinema, but it was nice to be able to see it again. It benefits from being on the big screen but it's still a fantastic movie even without that extra element of grandeur.

I'm enjoying catching up on all the Marvel movies I missed when I stopped going to see them at the cinema. I'm not really enjoying the Star Wars content all that much because it all feels very cookie-cutter and unimaginative, which is a great shame for a franchise that began by blowing the competition out of the water with its vision.

Any recommendations for what else I should watch while I still have my month's free subscription?

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (podfic)

Part Two of the Peony to Lotus verse by Deriliarch. In part one, Flower of Another Kind Jin Guangyao is married off to Jiang Yanli as if to get him out of Koi Tower as fast as possible. Jiang Yanli decides to make the best of things.

Meanwhile, in this fic, Jiang Yanli and Jin Guangyao decide to begin courtship, slightly out of order. But exposing themselves to the possibility of being loved also means running headlong into all the ways they've been taught they are not worthy of it.

This whole series is a favourite of mine because I just want to see if the entire cultivation world could have been saved by someone being kind to JGY, and this is a lovely, warm, delighted and delightful look at that.

I was quite happy to podfic the whole series, but luckily there is already an excellent podfic of the first story Flower of Another Kind, narrated by Sisi_rambles so I decided to start with story number 2.

The music used is Delicate Tender Calm Beautiful Strings Heartwarming Music, by REDproductions on Pixabay

Chapter One is up here

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (celeborn - tell us the full tale)

Thought I would make a list of all the things that bug me about RoP, because I need to vent to someone.

  1. Male elves with short hair. Why is this really annoying? Because Tolkien went to the trouble of saying that their long hair is a sign of vigor and beauty for them. Finrod, Fingon, Fingolfin are all high Noldorin lords, and even their names revolve about how beautiful their hair is. In other words having long hair is very important in elvish culture. Why sacrifice that for no good reason?

  2. Why do Celebrimbor and Gil-Galad look so much older than Galadriel, when in fact Celebrimbor is about the same age as her (?) and Gil-Galad is her nephew? And specifically, when canonically, elves do not show signs of age until they are absolutely ancient. Is this like 'oh no, how will they look properly authoritative if we don't make them middle aged?!' What about 'elves are immortal and beautiful' is so hard to understand? And why exactly are we not allowed to have beautiful elf lords but it's so vitally important to have beautiful elf ladies? (We know why, but I'm still rolling my eyes.)

  3. How the f*#k does Gil-Galad have the authority to force Galadriel to go back to Valinor, when she is an Exile and her inability and the other Noldor's inability to go home is a huge, HUGE, important plot point throughout the Silm and LotR both. Way to completely miss one of the overarching tragedies of the entire Noldor people.

  4. What is this nonsense about the elves all being about to die or forced to go back to Valinor without mithril? See above about how their Exile and their Oath is still making that completely impossible. Also, mithril is a precious metal that is more beautiful than silver and harder than steel - that's enough for it to be politically important and something that people covet. Way to turn it into yet another magical item and somehow absolve the elves and the dwarves both of the responsibility of their greed.

  5. I mean there is a lot of stripping of the Silmarillion elves magnificent jerkishness. It's a different book from LotR and the Silmarillion elves are proud, ruthless, dangerous, sometimes murderous, but you would not know it from this series, where they all behave just like LotR elves.

  6. There's no acknowledgement that there are different kingdoms and kinds of elves who are in strained diplomatic relations with each other. Where is there any awareness of the kind of politics that is going on in the Second Age?

  7. Where is any awareness of what the beef between the elves and dwarves is actually about? Is it really better to present it as some kind of irrational prejudice, rather than the result of elves having hunted dwarves for sport in the past, and dwarves having sacked Doriath and killed King Thingol fairly recently? I know that introducing that would complicate the whole "elves and dwarves are all good people!" thing, but complication is what you get when you choose to tackle the Silmarillion, which is essentially Tolkien's Game of Thrones.

  8. Argh! How is it that Celebrimbor, who is a master smith, doesn't know how ores work? For goodness sake, people, make some attempt to depict forging accurately in a story where smithcraft is also a huge plot point.

  9. Galadriel was in effing Lorien when the three rings were made.

  10. Forever sore that we did not get the story of Celebrimbor usurping the rule of Eregion from Celeborn and Galadriel that we should have got, which lead to Galadriel and Celebrian fleeing Eregion through Khazad-Dum to go and prepare a refuge in Lorenindorinan. While Celeborn stayed in Eregion and was on hand to fight Sauron when he revealed himself and came against Eregion with an army and the body of Celebrimbor impaled on a pole as his standard. Instead we get this wishy-washy crap where the entire army of Numenor decides to go and rescue a small village in (what will become) Mordor, despite the fact that nobody on the spot has even asked for aid.

Am I less annoyed now that I've got this all out? No, not really.

Here is a series of blogs by an actual historian talking about the many things that annoyed him

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (podfic)

Huzzah! I have finished recording and editing my podfic of Last of our Kind, by Shiome

I've also gathered all the links into Chapter One, so you only need to have one Ao3 page open on your device to get access to the links for every chapter. (IDK, it's a feature I've appreciated when other podficcers do it.)

This has taken over 14 weeks because there was time off over Christmas, but I'm very proud of it. I even did the voices :)

So without more ado

Full and complete podfic of Last of Our Kind by Shiome, podfic by Galadhir

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Fandom Wrap Challenge

Everyone seems to have jumped on the 'wrap' bandwagon after Spotify has been doing it for all these years. I got 'wraps' from Reddit, Duolingo, Tumblr, and more. We don't have any scientific algorithms here, but we can do what we do best - estimate and make stuff up to fill in the holes!

Presenting the [community profile] snowflake_challenge's Fandom Wrap! Fill in your top 5 (or less. Or more, we're not picky) in each category. If you'd like to make up your own top 5 category, please do!

What were your top 5 fandoms for 2022 based on the amount of time you interacted with them?

  1. I started the year still with General Hux (Star Wars: The Force Awakens, Kylux and Gingerpilot) where I was writing fanfic.
  2. then I wandered off to read a lot of stuff in the Murderbot fandom, while mostly lurking
  3. and a bit of stuff in The Goblin Emperor, where I also lurked
  4. The Untamed came in hard at the end of the year, and I tried a bit of fanfic but have mostly contributed by podficcing 5.

What were your top 5 fandom spaces (Discord, Twitter, etc.) you experienced fandom in terms of time spent?

  1. The year started on Tumblr, where I had a nice little community of people who discussed the First Order with me. But they all drifted off to other fandoms.
  2. after which I tried to get into Mastodon (where I already had an account from three years ago when my fandom was permaculture.) But kept drifting back to Tumblr for the instant dopamine response and the fact that I didn't have to put much effort in.
  3. Briefly tried to get into The Untamed fandom on Twitter, just before Twitter went nuclear
  4. Eventually decided that if fandom places were all doomed to collapse, I would come back to DW, which had survived ever since LJ went down and looked like a good candidate for a social-media-of-our-own

What are the top 5 things you did to contribute to fandom in terms of time? Did you write? Comment? Send positive energy into the universe? Create art?

  1. I'm in the grip of crippling writers' block and hadn't found another way of contributing until I discovered podficcing. Late in the year I did discover podficcing, and I've been doing that since September
  2. I do comment when I have the spoons to do so
  3. Occasionally I make icons, but as they are for really obscure fandoms I mostly end up using them myself

What were your top 5 most appreciated fandom contributions? (i.e. in terms of likes, kudos, reblogs, comments, etc.)

  1. Definitely the podfic of Last of Our Kind by Shiome. She has been a huge support and cheerleader, and I've had a lot more comments than I ever imagined.

Have a Top 5 List you'd like to share?? By all means!

Media I can remember and enjoyed from 2022 (some of which was watched on Netflix)

  1. Wakanda Forever (briefly thought about writing Namor/M'Baku, but see above re writer's block)
  2. The Untamed (attempted to write for this too and managed a single short. Then gave up.)
  3. Warrior Nun (fun enough)
  4. Winx Club (also fun enough)
  5. Amazon's Rings of Power - made me wish to start writing Celeborn again, out of spite, but did not actually manage to make me do so.
galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (atrocities)

In your own space, rec three fanworks that you did not create.

I was tempted to rec Last of Our Kind by Shiome, because I'm so fond of that one that I'm podficcing it. But otoh, I'm podficcing it, so idk whether that might count as self promotion. I'm going to play it safe and choose some other ones.

There are a number of really good Meng Yao redemption fics which I could recommend, but I think you would have to know the canon to really enjoy them, so I'm going to rec

  1. Meng Yao vs. the Board of the HOA, by Ariaste which is a delightful modern AU in which Lan Xichen is married to Meng Yao, Lan Wangji is married to Wei Wuxian, Wei Wuxian and Meng Yao are totally not friends, and Meng Yao has a grudge against the local housing association which won't allow Lan Xichen to fulfil his house-husbandly dreams of growing his own organic tomatoes in the garden.

  2. We Desperately Tried to Convince the Rest, by SunderedAndUndone in the spirit of 'the more obscure the better' this is a fanfic for The Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance. In which, a long time ago a race of beings decided to split off their good parts from their evil parts, so that they could be entirely good. But what they created was a race of Skeksis, who were full of all the flaws and the energy and drive, and Mystics who were extremely good but also kind of torpid and inclined not to interfere with anything at all. So the Skeksis conquered the world and started to drain its life energy via the dark crystal. In this story, one of the Skeksis, Skek-Gra and his opposite half among the Mystics, Ur-Goh decide to visit the Mystics and try to persuade them to re-unite with their other halves in order to save the world. Skek-Gra is hilarious, and Ur-Goh is extremely lovable, and the philosophical conundrums of having to reconcile the good and evil inside a single being are really interesting and beautifully handled.

  3. Function by FigOwl a lovely story in which SecUnit 003 (aka Three) from the Murderbot diaries goes through its own journey toward selfhood, overcoming a great deal of trauma on the way, with the help of music and a found family of highly augmented transhuman hackers.

galadhir: Colonel Young from Stargate SGU against a dark background, face lit by a golden beam of light (Young)

[personal profile] makamu did an amazing vid rec post here and challenged me to do one too. So here it is :)

I will also start with a multifandom one. I watch almost exclusively science fiction and fantasy canons, and I come back to this one often for the sheer high adrenaline white knuckle joy that it provides.

Multifandom

Starships - a multifandom space vid by bironic

and having said that I watch mostly SF/F, I do have an occasional foray into Jane Austen, and I couldn't leave this video out. A multifandom costume drama vid set to 'It's Raining Men'

Read more... )

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Now that I'm spending most of my social media time here instead of on Tumblr, I figured it was time to support DW with a paid subscription. As a result, I have lots more icon slots. Hurray!

So it was time to make more icons. And as [community profile] your_favourites were running a competition with a theme of 'favourite hairstyles' I thought I would combine icon making with taking part in a community for a change. But I also thought I'd post them here for anyone who wasn't part of that community.

Two buzzcuts sported by Colonel Young and Lieutenant Scott of Stargate SGU. And two different ways to wear Nie braids, by Meng Yao and Nie Mingjue.

Young Scott Meng Yao Nie Mingjue

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