galadhir: (sword dance)

Intro

Each number stands for four beats.

Starting facing away from audience, sword held above head in both hands

1. Sweep down to the count of 4, while turning 90 degrees to left
2. Sweep up to the count of 4, while turning 90 degrees left
3. (Now facing audience) Sweep down to the count of 3 + turn sword point upright with right hand, wrist circles with left hand (there is a twiddly bit in the music here.)

4. Barrel turn x 1
5. Barrel turn x 2
6. Barrel turn x 3 giving yourself time to transfer sword to left of head. (Another twiddly bit)

7. Head sword circles + hip circles x 1
8. Head sword circles + hip circles x 2
9. Head sword circles + hip circles x 3

10. Shave the dancer, left side
11. taqsim pull up front
12. Flat hip figures of eight + BALANCE SWORD ON HEAD

13. Hip drops on right w. armchair arms
14. Hip drops on left w. armchair arms
15. Drop and kick right w. L arms
16. Drop and kick left w. L arms

~

Now to get to work on the second minute and also to fret that my sword has not arrived yet. I am using a morris dancing stick to stand in for it in the mean time, which is somehow appropriate.

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (Ember)

Oh, the sword is a representation of how as an adult you have to keep all the business of your life up, like spinning plates or balancing a sword on your head. And that's why you have such a hard time reconnecting with friends who you've fallen out of contact with!

It represents all the burdens and responsibilities of your life, under which you have to learn to dance with grace and smoothness.

Cool! This will not have any effect at all on what the dance looks like, but I do like to keep my story coherent ;)

galadhir: a lovely tribal dancer in dark green choli and a red moroccan style belt with orange and yellow pom poms (tribal belly dancer)

I thought my song didn't have lyrics because it was an instrumental, but it turns out it is an instrumental version of a song that does actually have lyrics after all.

I managed to track down the version with the lyrics, and it had the title in the latin alphabet rather than Arabic. That was lucky, because now I can introduce the dance as "A dance to Fady Shawaya by Hamza Namira," instead of "a dance to a song that probably has a meaningful title but it's just a squiggle to me." Which, though true, would have been rude.

Armed with an English language title, I was then able to find an English language translation of the lyrics and discovered that it is a song about trying to reconnect with an old friend who you haven't seen for years because you've both been too busy. (My interpretation.)

That's great. I don't think my asexual self could have done a sexy dance, but a wistful, 'oh, the passage of time, it goes so fast,' dance is very appropriate.

Free a bit?

Oh how so... We've left time pass so quickly. We didn't account for the next moment. How can it be? We lived our life nurturing birds but forgot to raise up a birdhouse.

And don't worry, it's fine Listen to me, this hour is not a time for reproach or blame. What's the matter if we returned once again? And instead of being on your own you support me with you and we stand up.

...

Are you free for a bit to go drink coffee in a faraway place? Invite me over a new joke and leave the laughter's bill on me.

Are you free for a bit? I miss sitting down with you. And if you can't go there, I'll wait for you for the next time.

https://lyricstranslate.com/en/fady-shewaya-free-bit.html

The version with the lyrics:

galadhir: (sword dance)

So my Thursday class has ended for the summer holiday break, and due to the teacher's various commitments, it will not be starting again until November(!)

She told us that she wants to start again with a little showcase, in which each of us presents our own dance to an audience, in the hopes of attracting a few more people to join the class.

We are to choose our own music and choreograph our own dance from start to finish, and practice it enough so we can dance in front of an audience in the run up to Christmas.

This is probably not such a big deal for the rest of the class, who have been dancing for years and years. But I only started, from a basis of never having done it ever before, in September 2023, and given the huge gaps between terms I think I can only have done about 30 sessions.

Still, you've got to learn at some point, and what better way to learn than doing it, so time for me to write baby's first choreography, I guess.

I'm actually really excited at the thought, though who knows if I can keep that motivation up all the way to November.

I know that I want to do a sword dance. Which is another ridiculous choice given that I've only ever taken one single sword dance class. But hey - worst comes to the worst, I can just stick the sword on my head and do a basic belly dance while balancing it. The sword part doesn't have to be fancy.

So far, I've chosen my music, which has to be a good start!

Now I just have to think of some combinations to fit it, and work on my balance.

galadhir: Jin Guangyao and Lan Xichen have their heads bent together looking at something out of frame (xiyao)

Galadhir has finished Visitation. Nobody liked that.

(This is a lie. I liked it, so I'm glad to have written it, and I'll enjoy having it there to read again once I've had time to forget it a little.)

Visitation by Galadhir

In which Lan Xichen, in seclusion, experiences a moment of consolation, makes his mind up about some things and comes out swinging.

Because you know Jin Guangyao did not save him just for him to waste away in heartbroken regret.

galadhir: Jin Guangyao and Lan Xichen have their heads bent together looking at something out of frame (xiyao)

It's very odd how it always seems to go this way: You write what you think is one of your best fics ever, and it gets absolute silence from readers. You write a throwaway thing that you don't think is much good, and it gets more comments than you could have imagined.

I'm currently doing the first thing of those. I think 'Visitation' is really good. And more than that, I'm actually enjoying writing it to the extent that I am excited about it and rotating it in my head like I used to do with stories back when I was a proper writer. But I post it and... crickets.

Meanwhile I've just come off what I thought was a rather pointless piece of kid-fic, and that was getting twenty comments per chapter.

And it wouldn't matter so much if I had any idea what made one more popular than the other. Is it just that this one is in Xichen's pov instead of Jin Guangyao's? Is it that JGY is dead in this one, and it might take him a few years to come back? IDK. I cannot have become a worse writer in the space of the two weeks between one fic and the next, so it must be the subject matter and not me, but it is a bit baffling and discouraging.

Never mind. Visitation is for me, so I'm going to continue to write it for me. Whether I continue to post it or not is another matter.

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (Default)

Went to my first hafla at the weekend. I'd booked myself into a sword dance workshop during the day and then was planning to take part in a choreography put on by my fellow learners of my belly dance school during the evening show.

So I turned up in gym clothes, with a bag full of black-and-gold outfit for the dance to Ghib An Anynayya fully intent on doing an hour and a half workshop, going home for a rest, and then performing my first ever public dance since starting bellydance for the first time about six months ago.

But then the sword dance workshop went on two and a half hours and assumed that you would get up and show what you had learned for the second dance of the public performances in the theatre. And I had loved doing the sword dance so much I was like 'why not!'

"Everyone in black and silver please!" comes the call, so I rush home at half five (it takes half an hour to drive home) ; frantically look for anything black and silver; don't have anything because I haven't been dancing long enough to have a stash; find a grey shrug and cut up the charcoal lining material I have left over from making my winter coat; devour a fried egg and put the chips in a pot so I can eat them on the journey back, and am back in time to get in the line up to go on at 7pm.

galadhir: Colonel Young from Stargate SGU against a dark background, face lit by a golden beam of light (Young)

I was very wrong about it not being a long slump! My last post was in February. I'm not even going to rashly claim to be back anyway, but I am still alive.

What have we done since February? Well, we moved the boat from a marina in Northampton to a marina in Shardlow near Nottingham, because Son's partner lives in Nottingham and he wanted to be closer to them.

That was another several months long business, including a several week wait on a two week mooring while the Canal and River Trust cleared a landslide, a blocked sink, the bilge pump going kaput because the stern gland needs repacking, and the solar panels unplugging themselves leading to all the batteries being drained.

However, we are now much more aware that this sort of thing is just part of the normal day to day existence of boat life. Indeed, Son is being a bit more nonchalant about the bilge pump than I would prefer. Husband has got Shingles, though, and I am no electrician, so getting there to fix it may take a while.

I have been writing a lot of fanfiction, being ill, belly dancing when I wasn't ill, and on Saturday danced at my first hafla.

Apart from all that, it has been rainy and wintery since February and we've done nothing really except for being ill and cold. Now morris dance season is on us in earnest and my knees won't take it any more, and DH has had shingles for about three weeks with no signs of getting better yet, so we're both in desperate need of enrichment.

Hope everyone else has been okay while I was out!

galadhir: a turquoise narrowboat with a long purple eel on the side sails toward the viewer (Drake Front)
Well, the good news is that it wasn't a very long slump, but the bad news is that this is how long it's taken me to fall off the writing wagon and to no longer be working on my novel. I'm still writing, but I'm back on fanfic, doing a time-travel fix-it fic for Jin Guangyao.

[Guanyin's Gift](https://archiveofourown.org/works/53696275)
With Jin Guangyao the main difficulty is to find a time in which he has any good choices available to him at all. So I had to go very far back *and* allow him to keep his adult memories and skillset.

I'm now belly dancing twice a week, which is lots of fun and has given me a new lease of life. But I continued to be frustrated that you could not get a nice coin belt of the right size for a plus size person, so I've started making them.



This is great for me, because I now have multiple belts that fit me and are interesting and unique. And I would like to make them available to other fat dancers who are presumably all also facing the same problem. But I can't make them as cheaply as the scarves that straight-sized people can buy on the internet for £3.99. £3.99 would not cover even the least amount of braid that goes on one of these, let alone the material.

I can't imagine selling them for less than £15 just to pay for the material and trimmings, and then who's going to pay for that?

On boat news, Son is coming to the end of his mooring in Northampton and is thinking of moving the boat up to Nottingham, where he has a small community of friends. So I imagine we'll be spending at least some time in late spring on the boat - getting him up the 12 locks of the staircase onto the Northampton arm of the canals, if nothing else. Expect more breakdowns, panicking and repairs to follow :)
galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (Rain)

[community profile] getyourwordsout is indeed motivating me to work on my novel, but that is at the expense of the time I spend doing social media activity, so I'm washing out to sea again atm. See you all on the other side of this slump :)

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (Hygge Feet)
I'm afraid I didn't know any of the fandoms or characters you mentioned, but as you said to cast the net wide, I went to your interests list on your profile to see if there was anything I did recognize. Not only were there dragons but Pern dragons specifically, so I'm afraid I've made some Pern dragon icons.



galadhir: Colonel Young from Stargate SGU against a dark background, face lit by a golden beam of light (Young)
Stalled out on the previous line, so here's a cheerful little ditty about Anhedonia - which is the inability to feel pleasure. Although honestly I'm interpreting it as the inability to feel much of anything at all.

~~~

It is painless.

This soft fog thins at times,
into the gloss within a pearl.

At times it is an overcast winter's eve -
nothing on the horizon but dark.

I do not struggle within it,
nothing reaches me here.
The nothing settles over me
in heaps of silent goose feathers, dirty and warm.
Once I used to dance.

There were universes in my mind,
where suns bloomed and swirled,
and I basked in the healing,
and the joy of the words.

Nothing reaches me now.
Nothing comes from me.

I am sealed like a chick in the shell.
And I am weary -
too tired perhaps to pierce the membrane, to crack the wall.

I am safe in here. And weary.

Boat stress

Jan. 6th, 2024 10:16 pm
galadhir: a turquoise narrowboat with a long purple eel on the side sails toward the viewer (Drake Front)

They say 'be careful what you wish for' and I should have known better than to make a goal to learn to hope. How do you learn to hope? You get put in many situations where you have to practice hope...

Friday, I was peacefully going through my morning routine when DH texts the family group chat to ask if Son is okay, what with the flood warning.

  • Son is like 'oh heck! I'm not actually at the boat. Would I lose the boat in a flood? Should I buy enough food to survive if I'm marooned on the boat and go and be on it?'
  • I'm like, 'no, you shouldn't! You should stay somewhere where you'll be safe.'
  • DH is like, 'maybe you should! If you were on the boat, you could lengthen the ropes if the floating pontoon reached the top of its range, and at least it wouldn't risk tipping sideways and filling with water and sinking.'
  • Son and I are like 'Yeah, but what if it's swept out of the marina onto the river and Son ends up unable to find anywhere to moor up and can't sleep because he has to be on the tiller or the boat sinks with him on it? We don't fancy that!'
  • And I'm like 'well, I suppose you do also have an anchor. You could drop the anchor to keep you in the marina until it subsided again.'

So eventually it was decided that Son would go back to the boat on Friday night. The flood warning said the water would be at the highest on Saturday, and should go down after that, and we decided to hope that the floating pontoons would take the high water in their stride.*

That was an intensive day of active hope, but it did indeed turn out that (so far) the pontoons are coping.

DH and I went over there today to add clips to the solar panel boxes to prevent the solar panels from being blown off again, and Son was like 'Ugh, this door lock is getting stiff.' But we got the solar panels latched down, and the final window covered in window film, and came home.

Then at 10pm when we're sitting watching TV at home, Son texts to say 'I've just arrived back from work and I'm locked out. I can't get this door lock open at all.'

Further panic - we're nearly two hours drive away and we don't have a replacement door lock. Now what?

DH orders a new door lock from Screwfix. Then Son texts back to say 'I bought some WD-40 and sprayed it and now I'm in!'

So now we're going back tomorrow to put a new door lock on.

I know I had the temerity to think there would be less boat work this year, but that was before I remembered that there was still this list of things to do:

  • Take the wall panels off the inside (possibly one room at a time)
  • See how terribly rusty it is behind them, and sand the rust back to bare metal
  • Paint the inside hull with rust resistant paint
  • Add insulation
  • Put the panels back on.
  • Disassemble the current bed and underbed storage, and somehow get it - and the mattress - out of the cabin. Son prefers his sofa-bed in the warm sitting room by the stove, and the bed is taking up so much room. He could use that room as an office if it was gone.
  • Cut inspection hole in the floor, so the bilges can be pumped out with a hand pump.
  • Do something to stop the front window wooden surround from rotting
  • Get the hull re-blacked below the gunwales
  • Somehow plug the holes in the doors/hatch arrangement which currently allow rain into the engine room
  • Get an engineer out to fix the engine idle rate and check the engine mountings
  • Put a better hatch/door lock on.

It will be years before this is all done!

*Son's friend also has a boat, moored in a marina closer to London, and they received an evacuation warning. So that confirms my initial thought that the correct thing to do - if your boat is in the way of an oncoming flood - is to leave it and go somewhere safer. Next time we will know :)

galadhir: a green welly and a watering can amid flowers (gardening)

Snowflake Challenge promotional banner with image of igloo and northern lights. Text: Snowflake Challenge January 1-31.

In your own space, set yourself some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

I have my goals here Final Roundup of 2023 and New Year Goals for 2024 but I think I want to add one more, which is

  • make hope part of your daily practice.

I already have a Christian religious practice in which I try to leave worry to the Lord. But not worrying is not quite the same thing as having hope. It feels necessary now that I add in a daily habit of hoping that - since God is in charge and God is good - the world will improve, and there is a future for the planet, and life is worth living and will continue to be so.

These things don't come to me easily, but I've never deliberately worked at it before, and it may be time.

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (Don't Jump)

Challenge #1

Update your fandom information. Post your answer to today’s challenge in your own space and leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

I actually did this a couple of days ago when I updated my DW profile. Nothing really new there since last year.

galadhir: a lovely tribal dancer in dark green choli and a red moroccan style belt with orange and yellow pom poms (tribal belly dancer)

My most important goals for 2023 were to paint Son's boat (and thus reassure myself that it wasn't in imminent danger of falling apart due to rust) and to see him settled with some kind of job with which he could support his immediate needs.

Both of those were achieved. We stripped and painted the boat over the summer, and in doing so discovered that the rust was largely superficial and the structure of the boat was sounder than I had feared.

We also stripped and painted the fresh water tank, which had been so full of rust I was worried that it was going to rust through at any moment and flood the bilges. And it turned out that it too was sounder than I had feared. It will have to be done again every year for several years running to fully eliminate the rust, but the boatyard men were not concerned about it, and as long as we keep on top of it, it should be fine.

Son is now installed in permanent mooring and has found a temporary job which will keep him (heh) afloat while he looks for something better.

I can therefore go into 2024 without the family-related stress and dread that was such a feature of late 2022 and the entirety of 2023.

I shouldn't say things like that because it tempts fate, but as of 1/1/2024 that is the situation. So I can turn my thoughts to 2024 with that ticked off at least.

Goals for 2024

Family-related goals this year

  • Help Daughter/Fiance arrange their wedding.
  • Help Son get the boat re-blacked, water tank stripped and re-painted, bow decoration painted, and engine idle finally fixed

Personal goals

I looked on the internet for 'Fun New Year Resolutions' and could not find any. Apparently you're not supposed to make resolutions to have more fun. You're supposed to be grinding away at exercise and work as though we weren't all already doing the best we could.

I can't make resolutions about health because I am now aware that if your health decides to bork you, there is nothing you can do about it. This will be the first year, I think, where I go into it fully aware of being chronically ill, and how that means that I no longer even have the illusion of control.

So, my goals are going to be small. And they're not going to be resolutions, because I am not resolved to do them if it turns out I can't. They're more like guidelines.

  • Write a new original novel. I've signed up for [profile] gywo to do the 120 days pledge, which means that for at least 120 days of this year I will work on something to do with my new novel.
  • Finish podficcing at least my major Tolkien fanfics
  • Get to the point where I can cycle three times a week and dance twice a week without triggering a flare-up. (I have been cycling three times a week with no trouble for years, and have just about managed to fit in one dance class with only the occasional flare. I have the feeling that increasing to a second dance class a week will require a lot of patience and care. But I think I can get there if I do it gradually enough.)
  • Learn how to cook good vegan food. Now I'm dairy intolerant I have to learn to cook again. As I've always loved Asian food, this is a great excuse to learn to make Thai/Korean/Japanese food myself. It's healthy, it's gorgeous, why wouldn't I? (Also vegan desserts, and - dammit - I want a cheese scone again, even if it's vegan cheese.)
  • Sew all the things
  • Start Roses & Castles painting again
  • Learn something difficult. It may be time for me to try maths again, or coding, or a language. Or playing the melodeon with the bases. Something that does not come to me naturally.

That will do, I think :)

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (narrowboat)

Went to visit Son at his boat yesterday. Fortunately this is not quite the adventure it used to be, now he's in a permanent mooring. Long may that last! But he had unplugged the shore power when he was at ours for the holidays (because rain tends to get in the socket and trip the breaker), and his fridge/freezer had defrosted, indicating that the solar power panels were not working. So we went along for DH to see if he could fix those.

Son had been keeping his rotary washing line on the roof, but there had been high winds while he was away and it was now missing. So the first thing we did was go fishing in the marina with a magnet on a string. Yep, there was the missing washing line, lying invisible in the mud. We got the boat hook around one of the arms and pulled it out, and after a quick wash to get the mud off it was as good as new.

I had hoped to make a start on painting the bow decoration - traditionally sun, crescent moon and diamonds - but it was raining, so that was out.

traditional narrowboat bow design

(An example of the kind of narrowboat bow design we're thinking of. Not Son's boat, unfortunately!)

Instead Son and I applied temporary plastic-film double glazing to all but a couple of windows. (We left a couple untouched for ventilation, since the boat is heated by a woodstove and carbon-monoxide is a concern.)

It's important that the solar panels are delivering charge to the batteries, because Son's mooring is for 11 months a year. For four weeks of the year he has to be out of the marina, and at that point he needs the solar panels to keep the batteries charged so the engine will turn on and he can have lights/charge his phone. So we were keeping an attentive ear out for DH's success in that department.

Fortunately, it turned out that the problem was just a blown fuse which had automatically turned the solar panel box off. Once the fuse was replaced and the switch flicked, DH declared it fixed. Then DH installed a light in the engine room, which had heretofore been a bit of a black hole, and we called it a day and walked into Northampton for KFC.

Not quite the Herculean and heroic efforts of previous excursions, but it is nice to make small (hopefully incremental) improvements and leave the place more functional.

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (Frost)

One of Daughter's cats - Voidstar, the 1 year old - absolutely loves eating plastic, so preparing for him to visit meant purging as much plastic from the house as possible. We did that over a couple of days, helped by the fact that we had gone not plastic-free, but plastic-minimal, a few years ago, and all that was left was mainly forgotten bags.

But then we got very nervous over the idea of tinsel. Should there be tinsel on the Christmas tree? Would he try to jump up and eat that too?

So we made some white, red and green paper chains to use instead.

When Daughter arrived she told us that Void had not jumped at her tree and had only sniffed the things he could reach, so we decided to have a two part tree. Closer to the floor, where cats could reach, we would have felt fabric ornaments and paper chains which wouldn't harm the cats if they were chewed on. Then above cat distance we would have the metal/glass ornaments and tinsel.

They turned out to be two very different themes which did not really go together, but no chomping or plastic-eating took place, so the main purpose was achieved.

Christmas tree 2023

galadhir: a blue octopus sits in a golden armchair reading a black backed novel (Default)

Snowflake Challenge promotional banner with image of igloo and northern lights. Text: Snowflake Challenge January 1-31.

Pretty much failed to finish Snowflake Challenge 2023, but we'll see how 2024 goes :)

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